It wasn’t until last year that I really found the way to awaken my creative spirit and mesh the two loves of my life….junk and fashion to create TousledDolly.
I would have saved myself years of heartache if I had listened to my inner self. I remember making my mother a jewelry box out of Popsicle sticks when I was 5. I painted it red and glued glitter to it. It was topped off with broken pieces of 1950′s earrings and beads. She still has it. I guess this should have been a sign of things to come if only I had listened! Instead I was continually frustrated by each medium I tried growing up. I felt like an artist, I just didn’t know how to let my creativity out.
In Jr. High is discovered Vogue magazine and my love for fashion. I had found my muse. In my early 20′s I realized my dream and opened RagBag, a vintage clothing store. It took me many years to finally listen to that inner voice and actually start creating things though..it was always my intention to do SOMETHING with all the things I had been collecting since I was a child..but it took years for it to find its fruition.
My father was a collector..I blame ..and thank him for my love of music, books, my collections of stuff and for always thinking outside of convention. I often think of him when I am creating my jewelry or writing the little stories I put in my listings.
I have always been fascinated by the small details in the world around me, leaves, bugs, tiny gadgets, broken glass, tiny sea shells, my grandmothers tin of buttons, weird stuff in junk drawers and old jewelry. Junk intrigues me. One man’s trash is another man”s treasure has always been my creed.
I have been collecting this stuff since I was a child and sometimes finished pieces are hard to let go of. They are all so much a part of me and who I am. One of the first pieces I sold got lost in the mail and I still mourn its loss..not to know what happened to it is so sad to me.
When I start to make things I lay out everything on my table and just kind of move things around until they speak to me and tell me what they want to be. I am sure this sounds insane….but I feel like they tell me what to make. I always have several things half made because it just hasn’t quite come together yet. I have a few friends that are waiting on specific things from me…but it takes time..i just cant create “something pink” it has to be just the right elements at the right time coming together in the right way.
Creating my jewelry has let me find parts of me I thought were lost. I am able to focus on creating beauty and not think about all the day to day mundane things we all worry about. Creating art lets you be your true self.
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